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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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Ok.. It's been a fw days since I last blogged.
Nthin new these past few days I guess.. Been wrking a hell lot so that I can earn enough money to buy my laptop.
In the month of may it's gonna be really busy fr me. Gonna wrk Mon-sun fr the entire month except on a few dates. Like the 11th to attend clauds grad. 27th for mine. Wondering when is japheths. Yeah.. Atm it's those few dates.. On the 2nd I'm supposedly to have a pro sch gathering but I'm by sure if I can make it.

I'm hoping by end of next month I'd have enough to get a decent mid range lappy.. And I'm nt gonna get acer.. So many problems..
If nt I'll just buy a desktop.

Currently listening to moment of truth by FMstatic.

-zach
Is gonna turn in early.
Is wrking box tmr.

[[ Zach ]]*|8:55 PM|

Thursday, April 9, 2009

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Anyways... Heres some lyrics that I've found some belonging to. It's by a mainstreamed Christian band called relient k. The song title is called who I am hates who I've been.

Who I am hates who I've been
By relient k

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific and
I think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics.

Cause I don't want you to know
Where I am.
Cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
And This is no place to,
Try and live my life.

Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it.
See that line? I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there, I never should have said that
It's the very moment that I wishes that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
Im ready to make sure I'll never become that way again.
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talked to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Has finally begin to build up so much pressure
That I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reveberatin( think that's how you spell it) footsteps,
Seeking up to the beating of my heart.
And I was positive
that unless I gotl myself together
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let this happen again.
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
And this is no place to
Try and live my life.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that It took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure ill never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been..

So tiring!! Type this whole song.....

[[ Zach ]]*|12:39 AM|

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Hello all.. I'm back! Just realized I could blog with my itouch. Haha.
It's been a long time since I blogged.
Exams are long over. Laptop is spoilt cause I accidently spilt water over it.
I'm still wrking at Cathay hoping to find a better paying job. Had a cell chalet last week.
Puked for the first time in 10 years. Did other stuff I haven't dome since a looooong time ago.
Screwed my life even more. Hmm.. That's about the summary of what has happened.

It's just so boring these few days. It's getting really really mundane and depressing. Waiting for
The letter for army.. Aziz gt his yest. Gg to scdf poor him..

Think that's all for now..
Flood my tagboard people!! Cause I'm back :)

-zach
Is in a daze..

[[ Zach ]]*|12:33 AM|