Wednesday, January 28, 2009
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argh. damn it.
feeling so damn pissed.
whole day's mood spoiled by my step mom again.
this time was really overboard.
and she treats it like nothing.
wth is this man.
"you still living under my roof."
now what was the bloody sentence for?
-zach
is too tired to think of this anymore.
is going to sleep.
has a terrible CNY.
is nt complaining about the lil amount received but what his stepmom said.
[[ Zach ]]*|12:43 AM|
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
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hey peeps its CHINESE NEW YEAR!
well most of you would go wooo! ang pao! but i oh damn it. got exam for this year.
this year has been alright so far. helped my aunt win like RM130 from blackjack. haha. first time i won so much. so now at hand i have save to about RM300 inclusive of this years ang pao. dont know what i am gg to do with it. maybe save up some more can go malaysia with classmates for shopping. but dont know when will that time come.
suddenly thought of blogging cause i havent updated in weeks and cause im bored of doing ppt slides for my airframe system presentation on wednesday. i really just want to get it over with as quick as possible. my part like got nothing much to say. its like just ailerons, elevators and main landing breaks. still dont know why they split the parts for landing breaks. its like exactly the same for the boeing 727.
tomorrow gg visit claud. this year also kinda boring. so many people nt gg this year. after clauds place gg to lich's place. nvm at least still gt some ang bao to collect =D dont get much every year so yeah need to fully utilize the chances. lol. sound so money face.
listening to savoir by rise against. the lyrics for their whole album is like so poetic. and so anti-american at times. lol. its like all about soldiers and wars and their patriotism while they get nothing back. this includes their love lives and stuff.
quite a good band.
here's the lyrics from their song savior.
It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear
So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have
But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?
So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have
1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you
So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have
I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no
the tune is so darn catchy. damn it. lol. its stuck in my head!
anyways i gonna wait for the cow to come. pass her her ipod back.
miraculously fixed it when plugged in to my lappy. lol.
-zach
is gg on to facebook to play geochallenge while waiting for the cow.
[[ Zach ]]*|12:49 AM|
Saturday, January 17, 2009
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I'd like to thank God for everything he's done! haha.
somehow or rather I gt a silver for napfa! haha. lucky me.
Im so glad this week is over, managed to complete almost half of the assignments.
and another half to go!
got so many tests coming up. dont know if can make it anot. but I trust in him and i believe he will lead the way.
Summary of Ecclesiasties 3:1-8
To everything there is a season.
I've been through a lot and im sure soon the tide will turn.
farah's phone spoilt so cant msg. haha. cant make aziz jealous anymore.
oh and i got my phone bill today. somehow i dont know how i sent 1900++ msges. when my phone is seldom used. lol. i didnt even wish people a happy new year this year but it went up to 1900++. could it be because of the sms jam?? anyway lucky i using student plan so no limit! wakaka. so happy.
just finished la lingerie online. damn good show and the girls all so hot. tell you see eyes also pop out.
good storyline also even though it was quite predictable how the ending would be like. and somehow w/o subtitles i could understand 98% of the film.
Love cantonese shows. just damn good and funny. ok la time to go to bed.
goodnights all! gg JB later after dunno how many months of not gg cause im like finally free of doing projects on weekends.
Studying HF and doing FYP report tomorrow. hope i get something in to my stupid head.
cant wait for the hong kong trip. Hei Hei turned 9 yesterday. hope he had a great celebration.
-zach
is going to sleep now.
[[ Zach ]]*|2:29 AM|
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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Its been a rather boring night today. and thats why im here blogging.
updates for last week.
Spinnovex.
photos can be found on facebook.
lizzay's farewell.
photos can be found on facebook.
realizations:
been smsing very very little.
been stoning a lot more.
spending has decreased in quantity but increased in amount($) for each item.
Life is a puzzle and we're like mice finding the cheese in it.
i dont know what to type!
writers block.
la la la la la la la la.
oh! i know.
got a lot of reports to hand in this week.
ok now what...
aiya. im gg to slp la. need wake up early for leong chun nams gay class.
[[ Zach ]]*|12:37 AM|
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
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Okay since its the new year, I've decided to do something that I haven't done in a loooooooooooooooong time and thats is to just thrust everything in to God's hand. Which means just accepting whatever problems i will be facing and whatever shitty job i must do.
oh well. tired now should be gg to sleep soon. open house starts tomorrow. all the best to everyone =)
-zach
is feeling slightly at peace these few days.
[[ Zach ]]*|11:40 PM|
Saturday, January 3, 2009
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pardon my language for this post.
My mum is really Fucked up i tell you.
sometimes i really can stand her any more.
Just because of a bloody facebook application also need to bloody fucking scold me?
what the hell.
Chat with classmates kena scold, put wallpaper kena scold, adjust comp settings also kena scold.
like what the hell do you want?
then stand behind me like stalker just so she see that i follow whatever she want me to do for the facebook application.
Mother fucking chao chee bai ni na bu gan ni ma.
sometimes i really wonder what the hell did I do that made her treat me like this.
sure i was a rascal when i was young. but i was a kid.
guess this is why im so fucked up as well.
-zach
is really pissed off.
[[ Zach ]]*|2:06 AM|
Friday, January 2, 2009
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its the new year! oh wow. i still dont feel the joy and excitement in it. freaking computer is gg haywire. stupid reports to write. even more assignments to do. it feels like a bloody torture, but i still have to go through it like everyone else.
now thats life.
In service this year as i looked around to look at the faces that were full of hope and excitement this year and wondered to myself. what happened to that hope and excitement i used to have? where has it gone? Everywhere i went it felt like i was in ghost town. Parties were a drag school was a bore.
As the new year kicks in, the old feeling should go but somehow or rather it still lingers. Didnt have to drink to feel sober. just staring at the screen of my comp was enough. listening to the carpenters and humming to the tune of yesterday once more.
"When i was young, i'd listen to the radio waiting for my favourite songs. when they played i'd sing a long, they made me smile. Those were such happy times and not so long ago how i wonder where'd they gone? but their back again just like a long lost friend..."
Oh well, its good to see you again after all these while.
-zach
is still trying to knock himself out with the whole bottle of vodka but all it does is to make him cringe at the taste of it.( He needs a mixer)
[[ Zach ]]*|1:12 AM|
