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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

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Gosh. Im getting so lazy to update nowadays.
Well its almost the new year. woo hoo. im so "excited".
she says its gonna be a better year i say not.
finally finished the airframe test today, was doable.
did stats. still gt airframe project and FYP report to write, so behind time. but also got no mood. Exhausted all the energy for the project already.

Gosh. im like stonning infront of the comp. the though of school for this week is just so haix. and open house is next week. Most prob gonna be pulled out of the tentage, which is already demoralising enough.

anyways, its like 2.30 in the morning now. time to go to bed.

-zach
is bumming around.

[[ Zach ]]*|2:25 AM|

Monday, December 29, 2008

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You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

I'm gonna overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in

I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see

And I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
(Right beside me)

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me to give up my life to be
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me
(So this brain in my head can forget your face)

You left me here beside myself
Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you

[[ Zach ]]*|2:19 AM|

Saturday, December 27, 2008

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HELLO ALL!
sry for the delay in updates the past few weeks.
its been uberly hectic and my comp crashed. so yeah. now its back and theres tons to update. but i dont tink i'll be doing it today.

tired!.
haha.
maybe later tonight.

-zach
is back but tired to update.

[[ Zach ]]*|8:37 PM|

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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hey all its te last week of the term! woo.
completed 4 tests in the pass 5 days. actually 3 tests and 1 quiz.
fri had stats quiz. yest had QEM and stats test. and had my MD test today. woo! so much more relieved now. only left the stupid HF debate and aeroma test this fri. and its the break! lol.

but gonna be busy working and completing all the assignments as well as study for airframe systems test and train for napfa. lol. thats a lot of things to do. not forgetting completing my FYP. its like 1 month away from SP Open House. like omg omg omg!

anyways congrats to brenda for passing ur driving! now u can drive us around after service =DD. just joking! haha.

been stonning a lot these few days. wondering what to do. like totally aimless. feels weird. well but that doesnt matter. lol. its only study study study for this sem.

anyways my "DA JIE" is coming back from aussie! yay. havent seen her since she graduated! which was like 6 years ago? lol.

theres so much on my mind now that i cant figure out what to type. so i think i'll just stop here. wait till my mind is clear. fatigue is kicking in. need to turn in soon.

-zach
is feeling exhausted.
is almost braindead.
has watch heroes so3e11 ! lol. random.

[[ Zach ]]*|11:51 PM|