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Sunday, August 31, 2008

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hey all!

haha. today has been a great day! lol. had the nike human race today and man was it packed. 11000 people!but the race was quite screwed up in the admin logistics and route planning but the concert was nice. lol. Boys like Girls totally rocked the place away. and the best thing was. THEY WERE THROWING IPOD NANOS! too bad didnt get any. lol.

ok enough typing and i'll just let the pics do the talking. haha.

cherrio!

(NOTE! SOME PICTURES ARE BLUR BUT THEY LOOK GOOD SO IM JUST GONNA POST IT HERE. LOL)actually forget it! lol. i tried uploading but keep saying failed! pek chek. i'll try upload them ASAP cause gt a total of 78. lol.

SORRY PEEPS! aiya if u wan can ask me =D

-zach
legs are hurting.

[[ Zach ]]*|11:43 PM|

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hey all!
its sunday! lol. in less than 24 hrs is the human race! u all better be cheering ar. lol. anyways this week has been a good week. why?
cause its the last week of exams! lol. thurs went out with classmates to celebrate. i'll post the pictures below =D ( someone cannot complain i never put pic liao =D)

ok.

events coming up:
1. FYP!!!
2. Public Nuisance OUTING!!! and im planning it. lol.
3. FYP!! AGAIN. lol.
4. OUTING with SOMEONE who needs to take out braces. haha.

ok. my Birth mom just msned me on fri and asked me what i wanted for my birthday.
now i need help. cause i dont know what i want and i need to let her know by NEXT WEEK!. jia lat. how how how?

there are my wants but its nt reasonable. lol. my wants should be bought by myself. and they are quite costly as well. so im not going to ask for ridiculous priced stuff.
PEOPLE HELP ME THINK OF THINGS CHEAPER THAN $50 =D.

ok below would be the photos of thursdays outing with my classmates.
ENJOY!

heres me at Eskibar with the bottle of Ciroc. some vodka brand. its a nice bottle though.

look how nice the bottle is..

me and kel kel. it was suppose to be me and long long. but.. lol. he gt cut out when kel jumped in to the photo.

now me and long long. lol.

GROUP PHOTO!!! poor thing long not inside.

The KTV pics arent in my comp so i cant upload. dont fret! i'll put them in soon

signing off ~

-zach
is eager for the run.
is thinking of something/one/people/animal.
is scratching his head on what he wants for his b'dae.

[[ Zach ]]*|12:20 AM|

Thursday, August 28, 2008

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YIPEE KAYAY!
the exam period is finally over! hah. todays paper was squite easy. completed it in 15 mins. wanted to leave the hall but kena ask to sit down cause too fast. lol.
well this sunday is the human race! cant wait for it. and listen to the awesome local bands that are going to play. haha. and of course boys like girls =D

its been some time since i blogged but i dont know what to blog. lol.
tomorrow going to sing K with my classmates as a celebration. after that dinner, then im going home whilst they are most prob going to pub.

next week onwards the time i have is mostly for FYP. need to complete it before school start. the presentation date is getting nearer. so darn scary.

okays. im going to sign off here. lol.
im really drawing a blank today.
dunno too happy cause exam over or wat. haha.

anyways. just to note. TEACHERS DAY IS COMING! but i aint gg back to sec sch cause they always bar us from gg in. so dont bother already.

TAKE CARE ALL!!!!!

-zach
is drawing a blank on updating today.

[[ Zach ]]*|12:37 AM|

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

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Hello Oh So Cruel Yet Kind World.
ok after about 2 hrs of thinking i finally remembered what i wanted to blog about. =x
I just wanted to blog about todays cell.
well it was talking about galations chapter 5 and 6.
Walking in the spirit and i cant remember the other title. lol.
anyway, what really hit me today was how chapter 6 really related to my past.
The regretful things I did and how I overcame it.

There was something dark i wanted to share. but.. something was stopping me. cause my situation was really appropriate to the topic he was covering and i could be an example. but i just couldnt find the right time to say it. so oh well.
my skin itch is starting to come back again.
must be cause i'm feelin really stressed now.
not about exams but about other stuff.

:(

ok its almost 3 and im going to go off to bed now. gonna spend tomorrow studying mech and a bit of OM.
take care peeps!

oh yeah. yest i almost kena run down by car today ms rabbit kena bitten by dog. lol. hope her wounds alright.

GOODNIGHTS!

-zach
needs medication again.
thinks he inherited his grandma's sickness.
is becoming emo as each day pasts.
is waiting for exams to be over.

[[ Zach ]]*|2:45 AM|

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

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hello everyone!
its the exams! and omg my first paper in less than 8 hours. haha.
well im like so called prepared for it la. i mean i studied but i dont think i really studied well. but i hope what i studied will come out for exams.lol.
this time exams like so rush. and so much to study. like gt tips for systems. haha. which is tomorrows paper.

I'm having this feeling inside of me that i know i shouldnt have cause even though i really want to be it, im not it and im treating myself as it already. How am I gonna get rid of this feeling?
I know the "it" 's are irritating but its a sub word for something. haha. happy guessin!

anyways. almost kena bang by car today. stupid driver. make me angry no mood study only. i kick his boot then he know. lucky i never take down no. if nt i buy 4D win 1st prize then u know.

anyways. all the best for all ur papers ok?
jia you jia you!
God bless all!

-zach
is going to read my notes one last time and then go to SLEEEEEEEEEP!

[[ Zach ]]*|1:19 AM|

Monday, August 18, 2008

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"I could sing of your love forever.."

as that line lingers in my sleep, yes lord i can sing of your love forever.

Goodnight everyone. Its time to head to bed early to rise and shine tomorrow.
Thank God for everything he's prepared for us and for another day in this world of his.

-zach
is going to bed early!

[[ Zach ]]*|1:52 AM|

Sunday, August 17, 2008

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An only child
Alone and wild
A cabinet maker's son
His hands were meant
For different work
And his heart was known
To none --
He left his home
And went his lone
And solitary way
And he gave to me
A gift I know I never
can repay

A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldn't wait
He earned his love
Through discipline
A thundering, velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand.

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul --
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band.

My brothers' lives were
different
For they heard another call
One went to Chicago
And the other to St. Paul
And I'm in Colorado
When I'm not in some hotel
Living out this life I've chose
And come to know so well.

I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go --
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, pap, I don't think I
Said 'I love you' near enough --

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul --
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band
I am the living legacy
To the leader of the band.

[[ Zach ]]*|10:27 PM|

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In reponse to your blogs entry last year.

Since you've been gone,
the world wasnt the same.
Being left behind felt painful,
but it was the right thing to do.
I thank you for giving me a chance before,
but now its time to look fore.
Time doesnt stop for anyone and
you figured that out long before i could.

-zach
really going to sleep now.

[[ Zach ]]*|5:31 AM|

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its 5 am. and i thought of something to say.
It may sound emo, but heck it.

"God given feelings and things are really the best. cause you will never achieve it with your own strength. No matter how much you want that feeling or thing again, you'll never get it back. So dont lose something given to you by God, treasure it. Dont make the mistake I made, I had to learn it the hard way."

In memory of a cow who moo-ed the entire night away.
After all these months to think that I've actually moved on.
But now, for certain, I've really moved on.
You were the best part of me but now you're just like the rest.
A friend by my side, and nothing more.
Just like a message you sent i think 2 years ago:
"Even after we've grown old with wrinkled skin, false teeth and lots of white hair, i do hope we would still remember each other as friends for life."

M- Mark and Moo
B-Banana Boy and Bird
D-Dwight
J-Japheth and Jowell
Basic 7 of Arummugamuthuparapap.

I still remember what you told me when we were looking at this picture.

*listening to Lips of an Angel by Hinder*

Goodnight World.

[[ Zach ]]*|5:07 AM|

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oh yeah. kel just sent this pic to me recently
this was taken by me with his phone when we were at vivocity.

[[ Zach ]]*|1:19 AM|

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*update update*
hey all! haha congrats to singapore beating south korea in table tennis. finals tmr. jia you and trash china! haha. anyways i aint gonna rant on about the olympics you wan to see go see nt interested. lol.

anyways shall start from fri. had APP test 2 on that day. well im lucky that i picked the correct coloured paper haha. cause the other coloured paper was super difficult to do. but the mcq for both paper was a killer la. can do until die. dunno will pass anot this time. hope so =D after that stayed in sch watch SG play against S,Korea for table tennis then met jap at my workplace starbucks to study cause Mac cant study on weekends.

while studying we decided to watch the 9.20 MEET DAVE! lol. funny show but watch once enough. so so storyline. my advice if u want to watch it dont expect too much. just expect the funny facial expression of eddie murphy. it'll really make you laugh ur socks off.
oh oh! and i saw tiffany and clarrisa there as well. haha. so coincidental. they also there to study. then later i talkin with my manager halfway i gt pounced on by 2 crazy girls whose picture i'll put below. haha. Aida( my manager ) kena big shock. lol. then we continued to gossip about EVELYN! the operations manager of my workplace. lol.

today has been a so so day. as usual i'll sleep the whole afternoon away so i didnt study at all. wonder how my next week exams gonna be sia. tuesday first paper. AIRCRAFT SYSTEMS! scary. tomorrow gonna go to main church after service to mug.
I wish those people having exams ALL THE BEST! and hope you'll do well =)

Quote of the day:
"Music is the key to open the heart to see God"
taken from, Sonic Flood's entrance before the song open the eyes of my heart.
great speech

ok here are the photos :
the girls invovled are kamiliya and Fathin =)

They heart me like their boyfrens. lol. aint that sweet?

kamiliya with her pig face. lol.

Thanks to Safwan for helping us take the photos. =)

-zach
is getting headaches again,
is so not prepared for the exams,
not prepared for the Nike+ run,
is thinking too much again.

[[ Zach ]]*|1:04 AM|

Thursday, August 14, 2008

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eloz. i know i know its late again. but hey gt reason today ok!
haha. was out studying till like 2 then reach home 2.30. =D then was playing game till now =x. needed to de-stress myself. welll today lab kinda screwed but nvm. haha. slept in the afternoon then yu long(dave) haha. and mon mon came over to swim.
these few days have been really tiring. its like study study study! thats all i've probably been doing. but hey. its for my own good. and this is the first time im actually following a schedule ive planned 2 weeks before. HA!
im so proud of myself =D and i'd like to thank God for it. haha. been praying every night to give me the energy and attention span when im really studying.

well im uploading some photos below that were taken on monday at vivo after studying in sch and today during swimmming =)

=D im a terrorist! i kill you! and no im sorry i dont "Anwar" =P

For Ms Rabbit. haha. was bored waiting for mon and long to get out of the pool.

yu long long aka dave. brother of davin =D

my house swimming pool

xiong and yijin the china man.

we were bored. lol.

the cyclops long!

YJ and mon mon.

my condo's small pool.

and the final picture for today. MON MON!!

-zach
is going to sleep now.
is going to study from 10am to at least 11pm later. since its already thursday.
is waiting for the exams to be over.

[[ Zach ]]*|4:01 AM|

Monday, August 11, 2008

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its my third day sleeping in the wee hours in the morning and i need to wake up in 3 hrs time. time to sleep.

[[ Zach ]]*|6:22 AM|

Sunday, August 10, 2008

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Its yet another sleepless night.
5:05am.

[[ Zach ]]*|5:02 AM|

Friday, August 8, 2008

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man its like 4+ close to 5 and im still here. awake.
what up with me. why cant i slp today.... its like my ftt is in less than 8 hrs and im still nt slping. my body is still aching from yesterday's poly 50. couldnt walk properly today. tomorrow gonna force myself to walk normally.

im still awake! and i dont feel sleepy. period. tomorrow i gt a bloody full day of studying and yet i still dont wanna sleep? i must be crazy. i need medication! i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed something to do. lol.

(currently listening to lips of an angel by hinder)

"honey why you calling me.. so late,
its kinda hard to talk right now.
honey why you call is everything ok?
i gotta whisper cause i cant be too loud.
well my girl's is in the next room
sometimes i wish it was you.
i guess we never really moved on."

*NOTE: no hidden meaning for those who think that i type songs out cause there are meanins in them.*

ok im feeeeling slightly sleepy now. haha.
today planned my next few weeks until the end of the exam and i've still yet to plan my finance. and i need to start it next month. during the hols is the best time to plan. but its also the best time to spend =x.

COMING FROM THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL
HEARING THOSE WORDS
IT MAKES ME WEAK!

lol. that was random =P
ok the next song would be...

4am! by the lost prophets. haha. suits the time now.
me still waiting for the photos from poly 50. forgot to ask clarissa or tiffany just nw.

okay la. i think its time to force myself to sleep.
gonna slap myself in the wall and hope i knock out.

-zach
is wondering how he'll do for the exams.
hopes he can save enough by next year to go HK and visit his relatives.
hopes he complete all his assignments by monday.
prays he will pass his FTT in a few hours time.
is running after himself.
is back to listening lips of an angel and singing to himself emo-ingly.

[[ Zach ]]*|4:24 AM|

Thursday, August 7, 2008

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Hey peeps,
im back! haha.cant remember when was the last time i blogged. so im just gonna start with what happened on monday. =D
went to sch EARLY in the morning for stupid GEMS test. haha. ITS FINALLY OVER! and now mondays can slp more =D but cant. cause its 2 weeks to exam. so scared sia. like suddenly so many things to do.
after sch went to take etrial for FTT. was kinda easy but i think for real one they will make it tougher a bit. hope a bit only *cross my fingers and pray*. haha. after that met jap and rushed down to cine to watch MONEY NO ENOUGH 2!! with xiao bai tu, stoner trisa and si qi. joel pang seh us. though technically he didnt but im gonna keep it that way. haha. after the movie paolo called ask me if i could replace him for Poly 50 on wed cause his knee was injured. so i said ok lor(but then kena cheated-will explain later).
tuesday... nothing much. only that i woke up like 1+ did app lab reports and then went to sch at like 3 cause i only had 1 lesson that day and it was 4pm. haha. and it ended at 5 -.- after that went for cell touched on wat happened last sunday. which i didnt attend cause i overslept. dunno why these few months been oversleeping a lot. and i learned something new. =D
Tansgressions= Knowing that it is against God but still doing it.
Sin=Does not know that it is against God.
And thats why it was started in Galations that we are actually freed from the Law and that Jesus died for our SINS and TRANSGRESSIONS.
yeah. i tink this was the juice of that evening. haha.
today, woke up at 6. dad was using toilet. so i went back to slp. haha. guess wat. overslept AGAIN! this is getting out of hand sia. i woke up at like 10! and i msged mon mon where was he. haha. he was still at home. leavin soon. so i quickly washed up and left the house. when i reached mrt station ask him where he was. he say he still waiting for bus -.- SO SLOW! haha. but its nt his fault(or so he says =D) haha. its the BUS FAULT! for coming so late. almost completed my music box today. but had some minor problems that i'll solve on fri. met Xiao Bai Tu for lunch. suppose to have her braces taken out today. but dentist said that still gt gap so need wait till end of next month.
* DONT WORRY! haha. Its just one more month jia you! *
after lunch went back to sch for the poly 50. and this was the first time i actually sprint for such a long period of time. man its really really tiring. but after the run suddenly gt energy run again. hahahha. must be some crazy guy. after that went down to serangoon macs to meet jap and sel. was suppose to study but we just watched jap study. haha. cause i rushed out of house today never bring any notes. so damn sad. but nvm. took it as rest time for me! haha.

the exams are almost here and the holidays too! cant wait sia. then can start learning how to drive IF and i mean IF i pass my FTT this friday. poor jap. no yuan fen to take his FTT sia. etrial and actually thing both last min gt thing pop up.
then nw he need to bk again.

okay now for paolos thing. earlier on i said he ask me to take over him cause he couldnt run due to knee injury. but guess wat.
HE RAN FOR ANOTHER TEAM. cause his Gf told him to. well. im nt blaming him to be giving in to the GF but then he shouldnt have told me his knee injured. rawr. whats more he knee injured can run faster than me. so its either im slow or his knee is nt even injured. anyway. we came in 52nd. lol out of 100+ teams. paolo's group like came in much much much later. serves him right. =P

anyways. i've written quite a bit today and you peeps must be bored reading my daily stuff day after day. so im gonna post a pic of Xiao Bai Tu. haha. "secretly" taken whilst on the bus back to sch.

its time for me to sign off. hope you'll have an enjoyable week and dont forget to TAG!!!!!!

-zach
does not know what is he feeling now. haha.

[[ Zach ]]*|1:34 AM|

Friday, August 1, 2008

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hey peeps.
its been a beeeeeee-sy week. haha. so tired these few days. lets take it as yest was wed k? cause its suppose to be fri morn now. so yest was the relaxation day. haha. morning reached sch did avionics assignment. the music box. after that was suppose to have an fyp meeting with kelvin. but for some reason he didnt turn up. Adi and I waited there for a bout 20 mins then left. haha. Adi had driving and i had er.. badminton? lol. went to meet gary and fairus to play badminton. and the result of that is that im aching all over. after that had lunch and headed down to china town for singing K. haha. had a fun time there especially with yu long getting gang raped by 2 heavy weights in the room: xiong and gary. gt to know a few new songs.

after that went to the nearby food place to eat. spent about 30 bucks there on drnks and food. haha. had bbq stingray, chili sotong a bowl of lotus root soup and SUGARCANE! haha. yeah. so that day alone speent about 50 inclusive of K dinner and lunch. then spent another 50 paying back peeps =x so im like left with 20 for the week. or till my allowance comes in. haha.

after dinner went to clarke quay to sit on the bridge and took some photos. after that went home chatted a while then went to bed. was super duper tired. today woke up at 6.30 but decided to go back to slp. haha. was too tired to get up, after that every 30 mins my alarm kept ringing but i couldnt be bothered. 9.30 clement called. haha. mech lect like start 30 mins ago. =x well. he was still at home too. haha. after that call i went back to slp with no more alarms! woke up at like 3pm. haha. 15 hrs of slp. msned a while and ate biscuits for lunch. stayed up awhile sneezing till my nose turned extremely red-can take over kians place as rudolph already. so feeling tired and sick. laid down on bed and SLEPT again. haha. really drained. and muscles aching everywhere.

at night had dinner. then went to macs to meet jap to study. till like bout 11.15 then came home. chat a while then when people went to slp. went to play game. was reading for FTT before that as well. mondays the Etrial. hope can do well.

now here i am updating and then gonna prepare to slp. needa wake up in 3 hrs time. wats more tomorrow im working again. so called last day of work. sad. but i'll continue again next year. haha. after sch ends. but then i'll be going to australia for a few months i tink. and then hope to go HK wit jap if i can before i go NS.

exams are in 2 weeks. like omg. so scary. havent really prepared for any yet. so many things to do.

anyways. posting the photos below. then im off to bed!

-zach
is as busy as a bee
understands if what he wants is not what he usually will get.
understands if what is not for him will never be his.
understands that waiting is never easy.
understands that to change is difficult if you dont have any motivation.
knows that emo-ing is nt the way to get something.