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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

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Blogging at wrk nw.. So bored.. Grad is almost here.. Exactly 2 weeks! Can't wait for it. Haha can finally meet up with peeps again then hopefully go out. But that day so many things on sia.. Everyone asking me go this n tht.. But declined cause it's graduation!! Haha..
Back to stonning...

-zach
Is wondering what presents to buy for mum sis n bro..

[[ Zach ]]*|12:32 PM|

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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Ok.. It's been a fw days since I last blogged.
Nthin new these past few days I guess.. Been wrking a hell lot so that I can earn enough money to buy my laptop.
In the month of may it's gonna be really busy fr me. Gonna wrk Mon-sun fr the entire month except on a few dates. Like the 11th to attend clauds grad. 27th for mine. Wondering when is japheths. Yeah.. Atm it's those few dates.. On the 2nd I'm supposedly to have a pro sch gathering but I'm by sure if I can make it.

I'm hoping by end of next month I'd have enough to get a decent mid range lappy.. And I'm nt gonna get acer.. So many problems..
If nt I'll just buy a desktop.

Currently listening to moment of truth by FMstatic.

-zach
Is gonna turn in early.
Is wrking box tmr.

[[ Zach ]]*|8:55 PM|

Thursday, April 9, 2009

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Anyways... Heres some lyrics that I've found some belonging to. It's by a mainstreamed Christian band called relient k. The song title is called who I am hates who I've been.

Who I am hates who I've been
By relient k

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific and
I think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics.

Cause I don't want you to know
Where I am.
Cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
And This is no place to,
Try and live my life.

Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it.
See that line? I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there, I never should have said that
It's the very moment that I wishes that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
Im ready to make sure I'll never become that way again.
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talked to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Has finally begin to build up so much pressure
That I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reveberatin( think that's how you spell it) footsteps,
Seeking up to the beating of my heart.
And I was positive
that unless I gotl myself together
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let this happen again.
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
And this is no place to
Try and live my life.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that It took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure ill never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been..

So tiring!! Type this whole song.....

[[ Zach ]]*|12:39 AM|

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Hello all.. I'm back! Just realized I could blog with my itouch. Haha.
It's been a long time since I blogged.
Exams are long over. Laptop is spoilt cause I accidently spilt water over it.
I'm still wrking at Cathay hoping to find a better paying job. Had a cell chalet last week.
Puked for the first time in 10 years. Did other stuff I haven't dome since a looooong time ago.
Screwed my life even more. Hmm.. That's about the summary of what has happened.

It's just so boring these few days. It's getting really really mundane and depressing. Waiting for
The letter for army.. Aziz gt his yest. Gg to scdf poor him..

Think that's all for now..
Flood my tagboard people!! Cause I'm back :)

-zach
Is in a daze..

[[ Zach ]]*|12:33 AM|

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

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argh. damn it.
feeling so damn pissed.
whole day's mood spoiled by my step mom again.
this time was really overboard.
and she treats it like nothing.
wth is this man.

"you still living under my roof."

now what was the bloody sentence for?

-zach
is too tired to think of this anymore.
is going to sleep.
has a terrible CNY.
is nt complaining about the lil amount received but what his stepmom said.

[[ Zach ]]*|12:43 AM|

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

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hey peeps its CHINESE NEW YEAR!
well most of you would go wooo! ang pao! but i oh damn it. got exam for this year.
this year has been alright so far. helped my aunt win like RM130 from blackjack. haha. first time i won so much. so now at hand i have save to about RM300 inclusive of this years ang pao. dont know what i am gg to do with it. maybe save up some more can go malaysia with classmates for shopping. but dont know when will that time come.

suddenly thought of blogging cause i havent updated in weeks and cause im bored of doing ppt slides for my airframe system presentation on wednesday. i really just want to get it over with as quick as possible. my part like got nothing much to say. its like just ailerons, elevators and main landing breaks. still dont know why they split the parts for landing breaks. its like exactly the same for the boeing 727.

tomorrow gg visit claud. this year also kinda boring. so many people nt gg this year. after clauds place gg to lich's place. nvm at least still gt some ang bao to collect =D dont get much every year so yeah need to fully utilize the chances. lol. sound so money face.

listening to savoir by rise against. the lyrics for their whole album is like so poetic. and so anti-american at times. lol. its like all about soldiers and wars and their patriotism while they get nothing back. this includes their love lives and stuff.

quite a good band.

here's the lyrics from their song savior.

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

the tune is so darn catchy. damn it. lol. its stuck in my head!
anyways i gonna wait for the cow to come. pass her her ipod back.
miraculously fixed it when plugged in to my lappy. lol.

-zach
is gg on to facebook to play geochallenge while waiting for the cow.

[[ Zach ]]*|12:49 AM|

Saturday, January 17, 2009

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I'd like to thank God for everything he's done! haha.
somehow or rather I gt a silver for napfa! haha. lucky me.
Im so glad this week is over, managed to complete almost half of the assignments.
and another half to go!
got so many tests coming up. dont know if can make it anot. but I trust in him and i believe he will lead the way.

Summary of Ecclesiasties 3:1-8
To everything there is a season.
I've been through a lot and im sure soon the tide will turn.

farah's phone spoilt so cant msg. haha. cant make aziz jealous anymore.
oh and i got my phone bill today. somehow i dont know how i sent 1900++ msges. when my phone is seldom used. lol. i didnt even wish people a happy new year this year but it went up to 1900++. could it be because of the sms jam?? anyway lucky i using student plan so no limit! wakaka. so happy.

just finished la lingerie online. damn good show and the girls all so hot. tell you see eyes also pop out.
good storyline also even though it was quite predictable how the ending would be like. and somehow w/o subtitles i could understand 98% of the film.

Love cantonese shows. just damn good and funny. ok la time to go to bed.
goodnights all! gg JB later after dunno how many months of not gg cause im like finally free of doing projects on weekends.

Studying HF and doing FYP report tomorrow. hope i get something in to my stupid head.
cant wait for the hong kong trip. Hei Hei turned 9 yesterday. hope he had a great celebration.
-zach
is going to sleep now.

[[ Zach ]]*|2:29 AM|